A Journey into the wandering mind...
Gotta get rid of the pain, just like the song screaming in my mind, need to run away and never wonder why. Can you hear my plea? Can you cure my pain? Now it's all gone, can't you see? Yeah you lost your chance but I lost mine too, came to close to seeing the truth and found my way. Can't go left or right, can't see my way back, turn a corner and your on the wrong track, hit the wall, smack! That's what happens to the will once you start hearing the lies, when your coherrence dies. You go into a trama, it happens in advance, it grasps your world, spins you till you hurl and makes your stomache curl. Your soul is on a cloud, but then your whole world comes crashing down, because now it all makes since, you are your own defence, kiss it goodbye. Oh just one more try? Sorry your time is up, good night, and good luck. |
Just a moment, don't go yet, we can't leave mad, we need no regrets. Our love is so strong, but pride is always stronger, think this through, lets make it last longer. I still remember when, I know you do to, you vowed your love to me so true. I come to tears thinking back on this, you to be my only last one. Hold me close baby, hold me true, I think of noone else any longer but you. Let's get through this, let's make it work, my love for you screams in my heart, hearing us fight just sends a dard. My heart bleeds now with love so true, how can this be when it's just so new? You stole my breath at first sight, and gave my body a whole new life. |
Our love, like the lines of the celtic knot, our lives intertwine. Each soul one but two, each thought collective, each emotion felt twice. Our lives are not separate, they are two, but they are one. My thoughts, my soul, my emotions I give to you, from good to bad, you see each true. Remember each that passes, may they bring us closer together, though we are far apart. |
Like the phantom you are there but not, a dark shadow in the night, an ever flickering thought in my mind. My guardian, my protection, like the phantom silent and sound. I see you but I don't, alwaus there but always not. Save me my phantom, save me from myself. I'm weak, save me oh phantom, teach me well. Your guidance I need, your touch I desire. Show yourself oh phantom, I long for you dearly, I sing for your soul, my heart yearns and looks behind. But you are not here my phantom, you left in the night as you had come, tears flow thick as blood... and I long... |
Little girl girl I didn't forget you I know what you're going through, it happens to me everyday too Little girl I feel your pain, you look out and wish to be, far beyong what life can bring As he beats you and makes you bleed, just remember...I feel your need. |
He crys alone in the middle of the dark Takes the razor, slices a mark Little does he know she's cryin' too, But he has no idea what he's gonna do He hears the screams in the middle of the night It's her voice as she screams in fright He walks down the hall, But it's all in his head And he's just walking where his heart led She left him searching for something more She bled his heart to the very core His heart crys out begging please "God take my pain far away from me" Now he crys out for just one more day, his head searching for a better way He sobs in tears there on the floor, tears for the god who will give nothing more Tears of god he left you today tears of god, yes he was mine Tears of god, I ran out of time Tears of god fall down like rain Tears of god fill my pain What once rang strong, now runs weark These tears of god have reached their peak
Tears of god fall like rain Tears of god feel my pain Tears of god hear me cry But these tears have run dry
Tears of god fall like rain Just like he feels my pain What ran strong now runs weak Now his days look so bleak
Tears of god you put up a fight Tears of god have lost all their might Now you're nothing but a memory Once in a while, tears come to me... |
I promise to end my life while you're not around Just so you don't have to see blood shed on the ground I promise to end my life while you aren't here Just so I don't have to see your tears I promise to end my life while you're not near Because I can't stand my own face in the mirror... |
Gothic child you don't see me Gothic child you don't need me Just another prep to make fun of Just another nerd to run from
Preppy child you don't see me Preppy child you don't need me Another thing different to fear Someone to challenge your world so dear
Other children you don't see me Other children you don't need me Neither of your groups do I belong I run alone, a nomad even in dawn You hate each other and are afraid, and I laugh at your charade If you only saw, if you only knew Just how lucky each is to have you If you only knew how i desire to belong If you only knew how close I am to gone Just the other day my cuts went unseen Not one of you saw, at both of you i want to scream, scream at anyone or anything Why can't any of them see, it's in my head, it's all a dream!
They found her last night in the bedroom, this note they found lie aside, Words spoken in anger, tears and ink combine...blood now mixes and lingers, she dies slowly inside... |
I cut and I don't know why I commit blatent suicide I do it each and everyday Cutting makes it all ok But cutting only relieves some of the pain The others, they do it too Joke about sealing cuts together with glue Share razords, blood dry and old Cut on the tile together hard and cold Blood sisters so close and true Other close friends don't have a clue We march on with our silentry Death will surely be our irony |
